Wednesday, May 11, 2005
ok this entry might sound weird, or whatever you might call it. but i think it has something to do with my recent problems and my sleeping habits. anyway...
> a had a dream last night. went into a party of my old friend (no names*). the house was full of people, i knew every single person in the house. it was happy at first, then i saw a girl whom i met two summers ago (i had a crush on her then). i was surprised when she saw me and greeted me cheerfully. we talked casually blahblah stuff, then she asked if i can take her home na. seeing the party thinning out i agreed. tapos (sorry for the effects**) swoosh fast forward into her house in her bedroom. she was asking me about what would it be like if i courted her... if we went out together and i loved her. siguro mas masaya pa ako at mas masaya ka pa kung nangyari tayo (i remembered her saying that line). i go tmad then, i said that i already am happy with my life and im happy she has her own life. i never intented to court her or anything. then she started crying. i can't comfort her even im already hugging her. then the door opened and his recent boyfriend (who i've known since we were neighbors) and broke up with her in my face. the next thing i did was i punched him hard... *then i woke up* it was raining and cold sweat broke of my forehead (freaky pare...)
could you kindly suggest things on what happened and what should i do? man im really freaking out as of this moment... help!!!
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