Monday, January 17, 2005
I guess you've all felt at some point that you''ve got too many things to say and so little time to do so. Sometimes, you got a whole lotta time but the words you want to say arent sufficient enough to fill it. But then you start to think off some words which you believe could summarize a text of three or more pages to just a single or two paragraphs.
Besides, sometimes, it's too energy consuming ti think of all the words you wanna say or write... anyway, i guess you've all faced this dilemma shitness and you feel you just want to give up altogether and call it a night... but...
When you're gonna do it for someone, uhm, nice, you feel you just can't sleep until you've finished it...
I've taken it to the extreme when doing these things, to the point of writing a 20-page palanca for someone, way before... i even made a design for each page and shit, blah. (believe me, 8 hrs straight of writing, will literally freeze your hand to one position..)
There are some points when i feel i could just say anything but still i need to be careful. There are times i feel i have nothing at all to say but i need so much to say something. i am just feeling shit.
I've only written dear and i want to finish this thing tonight. i have two more exams to study.
dear...
love,
mico
three words. so much meaning. emptiness filled.
when nobody, hear's you scream, i'll scream with you...
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