Friday, January 21, 2005
goodbye. yes, i'm now trapped in the emotional cycle of saying goodbye to highschool.
how hard is it to say goodbye to the 4 years of memories, laughter, pain, jubilation and struggles? how hard is it to finally embrace another world, wherin you don't have a clue what's to happen?
actually, it's not so hard, you're just grew up. your old clothes don't fit you anymore. the uniform waking up at 7am and going home at 3 or 4pm doesn't fit your daily lifestyle. your body searches for something new. something off the typical everyday routine of highschool life.
some of us just can't leave the memory highschool life behind us. most likely, we never will. all the friends we made throught the years would always be present in our thoughts and hearts. the countless tears and smiles, the whole bowl of good and bad memories, which they brought, we'll never forget.
i guess, saying goodbye would always be another stepstone to saying welcome.
maybe we all just have to accept the fact highschool life is just over and we're still scared to move on.
no, saying goodbye is not hard. actually, it's saying "thanks for everything highschoool" that's hard. it's when thanking highschool life that we, all of a sudden, remember everything that happened to us. we remember the laughs, tears, friendships, hugs and all that.
we're never far from what we used to do. maybe, yet again, it's not actually goodbye, what we're doing. it's just another thing we're turning our backs on, and at anytime we're free to just look back and smile at what has been, the greatest four years of our lives.
[jau]
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